First day alone-don't worry it's jam packed. I'm very busy

9:00am: wake up, open eyes, curse out loud knowing that once I get myself into the upright sit up position I have to figure out how to turn to the left to actually get OUT of the  bed

9:15am: make it to my couch in my room. Sit down and stare at my toes

9:18am: wash face, brush teeth. Carefully check for any new wrinkles as I have not been always able to do my nightly beauty ritual of slathering on my anti wrinkle eye stuff 

9:20am: feel fairly confident no new wrinkles have crept their way onto my face. To be sure I slowly reach for wrinkle cream and apply. You can never be too sure I tell myself

9:21am: think about making my way downstairs to do something

9:43am: make way downstairs. Decide to make my morning shake and refresh water

9:55am: while making shake I challenge myself to see how many more leaves of spinach I can fit in while still able to completely screw on lid and not have shake mix go all over the place while mixing-(not that this has happened to me, I'm just saying)

10:10am: finish shake and drink shake

10:14am: make personal goal of drinking my big thing of water by noon

10:19am:  feel good I made a goal for today

10:20am: wipe down all ready clean counters. slooooowly

10:21am: wipe corner of counter down again as I'm sure I saw a speck of something

10:21am: tell myself I don't have OCD that I'm just tidy

10:22am: drink water

10:23am: stare at my nails but don't actually file them because I don't know how

10:24am: look at pics on Instagram. Press like on 3 of them

10:24am: attempt to teach my dog Spanish

10:28am: look around, wonder when everyone is coming home while resisting urge to wipe down counters again

10:29am: drink more water. feel proud that I'm getting closer to my goal

10:34am: say bad words out loud when I get a sudden shooting nerve pain. Silently I tell my momma aka nurse muneca I'm sorry. She told me I was gonna get in trouble if I keep doing that

10:35am: hope nurse muneca doesn't read this blog entry

10:36am: stand at bottom of stairs, look up. take deep breathe

11:10am: upstairs 

11:12am: sit down on bed. contemplate taking shower 

11:12 and 40 seconds: lie down to take a nap